October 2001 Guide



108 Bows Ceremony

10/7/01, 10 am

Join us in the 108 Bows ceremony the first Sunday of each month. This Sunday
it will be led by Sr. Hanasi Abhaya Karuna. The ceremony is in honor of the
88 Buddhas and is a service of contrition and realignment. It begins at 10
am and is a good prelude to our Sunday service.

Bro. Sunya Karuna, October 13

Seminar on
Experiential Buddhist Art


Bro. Sunya Karuna will be giving a seminar on Making Buddhist Art Art and
Ikons on Saturday, October 13, from 9 am to 5 pm. He will demonstrate and
help students to create art in a number of mediums. The time spent working
on art projects will be balanced with periods of meditation to help focus
the student. A vegetarian lunch and all supplies will be provided. Call Bro.
Sunya at 626 395-9371 to ask questions or to sign up. The final date to
sign up is October 7.

October Events

Sunday Talks

10/7 On the Road
11am Rev. Kusala Ratna Karuna

10/14 Our Selves and Others
11am Ven. Dr. Karuna Dharma

10/21 The Five Hindrances
11am Sr. Hanasi Abhaya Karuna

10/28 Clockwise Devotion: the Prayer 11am Wheel
Bro. Jñana Karuna Vajra

Classes at IBMC

Mon Certificate in Buddhist Studies
6:30 Dr. Wanisuriya

Tues The Lankavatara Sutra
7:00 Ven. Dr. Karuna Dharma

Wed Basic Tenets of Buddhism
6:30 Dr. Warnisuriya

Wed Applied Buddhism
7:00 Rev. Kusala Ratna Kaeruna

Thurs History of Zen
6:30 Rev. Vajra Karuna

Fri Elementary Sanskrit
6:30 Dr. Warnisuriya

tba Pali Chanting
Rev. Havanpola Shant
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tba Elemenrary Pali
Dr. Wanisuriya

Special Events

10/7 108 Bows Ceremony, 10 am,
led by Sr. Hanasi Abnhaya Karuna

10/7 Dharma School, Ven. Sakya Bodhi

10/13 Art Seminar, Bro. Sunya Karuna

10/21 Dharma school, Ven. Sakya Bodhi

Meditation times

Mon, Sun evenings from 5:00-7:00 pm, led by Rev. Sakya Bodhi

Wed evening: 7-9 pm, led by Rev. Kusala
Fri evening: 7:30-9 pm, led by Rev. Kusala


IBMC web page is found at: InternationalBuddhistMeditationCtr.org
You can email us at: IBMC@InternationalBuddhistMeditationCtr.og
Rev. Karuna’s email: Karunadh@earthlink.net
Karuna’s web page: www.KarunaDharma.org
Rev. Kusala’s email: Kusala@kusala.org
Rev. Kusala’s web page: www.RevKusala.org
Rev. Shanti’s email:Hshanti@earthlink.net
Rev. Prabuddhi’s: Prabuddhi@yahoo.com
Rev. Vajra’s email: Madmonk88@aol.com
Bro. Sunya’s email: Sunya2@earthlink.net
Bro. Ksanti and Bro.Sraddha’s email: VictorTom@aol.com
Rev. Chitta’s email: kchitta@yahoo.com


It Doesn’t Pay to be Small

by Maitri Dasi Karuna

It doesn't pay to be small if you're not a human, and in some ways even if
you are. Our language stresses this: It is said of someone important, "He's
Mr. Big" or if you say someone has a big head, it means he thinks he's
important.

We are taught early on that taller is better than shorter: We idolize
fashion models - women around the world think it's better to be tall and
thin like they are and men think they are sexy and beautiful because of the
way they look. Tall men command attention and a common comment historically,
to male film stars, has been "You're much shorter in person." Shorter than
what? You can't really tell anyone's size on a film screen, even Madonna
looks tall on the Big Screen. What they mean is that the actor is shorter
than they should be to be larger than life, which is how we objectify
them.And movies are still considered better than television, because movies
are seen on the "big" screen and TV is the "small" screen, even though more
people watch TV.

Catagorizing

In our society, anything smaller or less important than us is ours to
subjugate. Children have no rights and look how women have been treated
through the ages (not to mention the handicapped). It is demonstrated in all
our important cultural traditions. For example, the concept of romantic love
as a reason for marriage did not come into the picture until the early
Middle Ages. Histor-ically, when a father "gave" the bride away it was based
on the idea that women were property, like goats, and the father was giving
his daughter to the groom, who in turn took the woman to be his wife.
Usually with a dowry, so he was paid to take her on top of it. This wording
is still used today and fathers are still giving their daughters away, even
if it is only symbolically. Look at slavery, how we objectified African
Americans in our society and how many people still hold limited, racist
views.

We still think we own the trees on our property or our pets, as if you could
own something that is living. Recently the mayor of West Hollywood put a new
law into effect: that you cannot own a pet, you can only be its guardian.
Given how women and African Americans have been treated, how could animals
have any chance at all, since they are easier to subjugate to our wills?

I lived with an African Grey parrot years ago. I hated the bird. It was
noisy, it bit, it was untrainable. Because it didn't fit into my ideas of
what a pet should be I didn't like it. We objectify every-thing animate and
inanimate around us and put it in a box.. We determine the rules and it is
very hard for anything, regardless of what it is, to break free of the
imposed limitations we have put on it.

There was a big controversy, I think it was the late 70's, that shows this
dramatically: Some boys in two small African villages were given I.Q. tests.
They were shown generic images, so that language and cultural differences
wouldn't be a factor. American children had already taken the test. The
African children all tested way below the average of American kids the same
age. The results were published and the obvious inferences were made: that
blacks were naturally less intelligent than whites, after all you don't need
an education to pass an I.Q. test, it is just measuring your innate
intelligence. One of the drawings, and the one that caused the most
controversy, was similar to this one (a line drawing is shown of two hills,
one bigger than the other, with a goat on top of each) They were asked which
hill and which goat, were farther away and they couldn't tell.

The NAACP went crazy and the boys were retested. What was later discovered
was that they didn't have the learned experience, we obviously have whether
we realize it or not, to recognize a two dimensional representation of
reality. In real life they had no problem knowing which of two hills or
goats was closer, but two dimensionally they had no idea what they were
looking at.

If this is how off we can be with other humans, imagine how far off the mark
we can be with animals.

Alan Watts did a demonstration of this, which I will now do: This is a
garbage can. Unless I choose to break it out of that mental box and sit on
it (garbage can is turned upside down), in which case it is now a stool or
if I decide to play (speaker bangs on the upside down garbage can) it, it is
now an instrument. It is as unlimited as we choose to realize. I was once
invited to a free style percussion event. It was at someone's house and you
could bring any kind of instrument to drum on. I didn't go because I didn't
own or have any instruments available to me, or so I thought. I had plenty
of garbage cans around my house, and pots and pans and probably a million
other things if I had chosen to see them. But I didn't.

We wonder if we're alone in the universe but we act as if we're alone on
this planet. Generally what is small, of little importance, becomes
invisible to us and this is how we look at our natural world. It's there but
it's not important to us in our daily lives. In the animal world, small
beings don't stand a chance with us on the planet as we systematically kill
off species after species. Now, Cod, the most common fish, is going on the
endangered list because we have overfished it for fish and chips.

The Truth About Evolution

We, in, as Rev Karuna describes as the "Human Species Superiority" attempt
to judge everything based on ourselves, is based on the assumption that
humans are, head and shoulders better, smarter, more enlightened and more
civilized, than any other creature. Because we think that animals are not as
evolved as we are that is our justification for their abuse. But it's
obvious that we are more evolved, isn't it? In fact, it may seem obvious,
but it's not true.

First of all, evolution is not, as I had ignorantly thought for so long, the
process of becoming more intelligent. It is about adaptation. That we have a
big brain is not a sign of advanced evolution, quite the contrary. It was a
choice that humans made to survive. For without it we are very poorly
adapted indeed to live anywhere on this planet. We can't fly, our skin alone
won't keep us warm in the cold and we burn in the sun. The reason human
birth is more difficult than that of any other mammal, is because we're not
well adapted to stand on two legs, we were evolutionarily meant to be on
four. And as a result, women's cervical and hip bones have formed in a way
that is not conducive for a large human baby to pass through them. We forced
our physical evolution into unnaturalness. As a result, the risk of injury
to mother or infant is much higher than it is with any other mammal and many
times more painful than any other animal birth. Birth is easier for any
other animal than for us.

Most animals are much better evolved than we are. Birds, for example,
because their eyes are set on the sides of their head have a much wider
field of vision and can see almost all the way around. And, they can see two
completely different scenes taking place on either side of their head. So
it's like they're watching two movies at the same time. Scientists still
don't understand how they can process the information. Their lungs are fixed
in place and don't expand and contract like ours do. Which is a much more
efficient mechanism for breathing. So efficient, that Bar Geese can fly over
Mount Everest, while most humans can't even climb to the summit, and most of
those us that do need oxygen tanks. Birds naturally adapt to a 50 degree
difference in temperatures. There are Lories, like the parrots I now have,
comfortably living in unheated, outdoor zoos in England where's it's
freezing in the winter and they can thrive in temperatures of over 100
degrees. We can't. And, they don't need planes to fly, guns or knives to
kill, fire to cook or electricity to make their world run.

Any animal, according to the evolutionary biologist I saw, could have chosen
to have a big brain, they opted not to: they're not only heavy to carry
around they are "expensive" to keep up. The brain never sleeps and takes a
relatively huge amount of food to maintain which is not practical in areas
where there are frequent droughts and food shortages. Our brilliance has
resulted in overpopulation and bodies that are not well adapted to their
natural surroundings.

We, in most cases, cannot live off the land naturally which is one of the
problems in areas like Africa, South America and India where starvation is
rampant. Humans would fare much better in those areas if they were rats.

And, we admit we know only a little about the workings of a human brain, how
could we possibly pretend to know how other animals brains are working or
what they comprehend? I think a big part of the problem is that we can't
reconcile ourselves. We see ourselves as intelligent from the neck up and
animals that have to be tamed and controlled from the neck down, which is
what the Judeo/Christian tradition (which this country lives by) emphasizes.
So we certainly wouldn't give anything that is all "animal" any credit for
being intelligent.

Look at birds. We use the term "bird brained" because their brain is so
small, we assumed they had no intelligence. In fact, a bird's brain is like
a micro chip, like the one in this handheld computer (shows PALM Pilot). I
brought a videotape to demonstrate this. Alex, the parrot you are about to
meet was bought in a pet shop, like you would buy any bird, he was not
genetically altered. Dr. Irene Pepperberg, whom you're also about to meet,
is a Harvard Ph.D. and head of Ecological and Biological sciences now at the
University of Arizona. She has been teaching Alex for a number of years.

TAPE: The Tape shows Alex, an African Grey parrot solving complex problems
(in English) put to him by Dr. Pepperberg. She tells us that people thought
birds were unintelligent because they don't have a cerebral cortext, the
center of our intelligence in the brain. Instead, birds have something
called a Striatal area, which is much more compact but just as efficient.
And, that parrots, crows, Blue Jays and Minah birds, have "humungous
Striatal areas." Alex's responses to the intelligence tests she uses with
him (which are the same tests used for humans) show his success rate to be
the same as humans. Alex has the intelligence of a 5 year-old-child. We then
see Dr. Luis Baptista of the Academy of Sciences in San Francisco. He
communicates with white-crowned sparrows in Golden Gate park and talks about
the social habits of the birds he has been studying, as in "one female was
beating up her husband all the time and then she ran off with another man."

Now when you hear birds singing outside, you will know it's not just
mindless chatter or random sounds they are making. Baptista mentions
dialects. What you didn't get to hear is that he can tell birds who live on
one side of the Golden Gate Bridge to the other by their dialect. Birds
from different parts of the park he described, moved and changed the dialect
in their song to match the new neighborhood. There are very complex social
skills at work, very similar to ours that we are oblivious to because we
have predetermined that they don't exist. There is a symphony going on and
we only hear a simple melody.

They are talking to each other and we can communicate with them if we take
the time to understand them. Learning bird song is just like learning any
other language. Thich Nhat Hanh says, "If you know how to listen to the
birds, the sound of the birds can be the teaching of the Eightforld Path."
In the Jakata Tales the Buddha was an animal in many of his previous
lifetimes. And, it states consistently in the Lotus Sutra that all living
beings can attain Buddhahood, can become enlight-ened. How do we know that
birds are not Buddhas already and we are just too ignorant to hear their
teachings?

The Catholic Church decreed centuries ago that only animals capable of
intelligent speech could have souls. Parrots were excluded because they were
thought only to be able to mimic humans. Now we know otherwise, so I guess
according to Church dogma they do have souls. In which case we cannot
rightfully harm them. In Buddhist terms they have always had souls, though
we don't use that term.

You may say "but birds don't create as humans do." Maybe they don't need to.
They don't have movies or art, but we don't know what they see, what goes on
in their brains. Maybe since they have much broader color spectrums than we
do, they don't need movies or they create images in their minds. And what
are things like movies and art for anyway? They are tools for expression,
realization (we look to art and literature to tell us truths about
ourselves) and they are means means for joy - going to the movies is one of
our pleasures. How could we know if birds, for example, don't already have
means of expression? They have language; maybe they have poetry. Maybe it's
haiku.

30 % of the time birds fly they do so just for fun. And, if they're already
enlightened they don't need these things. Who are we to judge with our
limited frame of reference? Dr. Baptista died last year and a symposium on
birdsong is taking place this November in his honor. In the brochure it
states "The exquisite tonality and intricate melodic detail of many birds'
songs marks them as musicians of the first order. Some easily learn huge
vocal repertoires within an amazingly short time period."

It’s in the DNA


So birds are similar to us in their behavior, in their language abilities
and in more ways than that. What Buddhism has said in one form or another
for 2700 years is that there is no separation between us and other life
forms. It turns out Buddhists were right: The genetic difference of any two
people on the planet, whether they are fat, thin, black, white, Japanese,
American, Greek or African, small or big, is 1/10th of one percent.

Science, via the Human Genome project at MIT has now also shown that we have
very humble origins: we have only twice as many genes as a fruitfly and we
are directly descended from worms and are still carrying their DNA in us. We
also share at least 50% of our DNA with a banana. There is really nothing
special about being human regardless of how much we want to delude ourselves
into thinking so. Eric Lander at MIT who is in charge of the gene mapping
said, "The fundamental mechan-isms of life were worked out only once on this
planet and they were used in every organism. We have all the same basic
func-tions as every other life form on the planet." So if every other life
form on the planet are either our relatives or our ancestors, when we eat
another sentient being it is like eating a member of our family.

Natural Balance in Nature/Flawed Thinking

You may say "but animals kill each other." I believe what Christ said, that
"one day the lion will lay with the lamb." I believe that is the spiritual
evolution for all living beings. But natural enemies are the balance factor
in nature for now. As Alan Watts says, you can't have a sunny side of a
mountain without having a shady side. And, flies go with spiders, otherwise
there are too many spiders or too many flies. And usually it's the weak or
sick that are killed, keeping overpopulation in check. The problem is that
we don't have any natural enemies anymore. We consider every cockroach in
our kitchen a natural enemy. But, we are unnatural enemies of every species
on earth, including our own.

And we don't flow with the natural balance of nature. Especially here in the
U.S.: We represent 5% of the world's population and use 35% of its resources
every year. And, we do terrible things to animals - daily. When I was in
China I ate dog. I thought it was the most delicious chicken dish I'd ever
had. The guide took me outside, behind the kitchen area to prove to me that
it was dog and I am still sick over it, this many years later. But I have to
tell you they didn't look like any dogs we know. They behaved like terrified
wild animals. That is what we've done to them. We've made them prey and now
they behave like it. It's so much easier to kill them when they behave like
that. The artist Catherine Chalmers said , "There is no innocence in
eating."

There are a million examples of human cruelty where we don't even think
we're being cruel: For example, I recently found out that that in the 18th
century the French pulled the hearts out of live parrots to treat gout.
Think that's awful? It's just as awful to murder animals for food. What
difference does it make why we kill them? With our big brains we are still
killing animals just because they taste good. We don't need to eat them, we
choose to. And, it is not more right to kill something for food, when we
have other food sources, than to cure gout (if it actually worked) or to
wear skins for warmth. That is our distinction. Either way the animal is
killed, against its will and before its time. It's a federal offense to
harm or capture a crow. How about it if it was a federal offense to harm a
lamb?

The basic problem is that our thinking and decisionmaking is flawed: I
remember when AIDS was a crisis for years before the majority, the big part,
of American society paid any attention. Because it was mostly affecting what
was perceived as, the small, insignificant, Gay population. It was only when
it was announced that Rock Hudson had died of AIDS and Elizabeth Taylor
became a proponent of the cause, that the large part of our population
changed their mind about it. Both actors were larger than life, big in our
minds and therefore important enough to pay attention to. Psychologists say
we can't hold two opposing ideas at the same time: So many Americans,
especially women, who idolized Rock Hudson and couldn't let go of that
image of him had to face a choice: to change their minds about someone they
had admired for decades or to change their minds about AIDS. They chose
the latter, the logic being: If it could happen to Rock Hudson, then it
could happen to anyone. So people willingly changed their perceptions and
saw AIDS for the disease that it is.

Buddhist Responsibility

The way the majority of people thought about AIDS early on is still how many
of us are thinking about animal welfare. If we are taking care of our dog or
cat we think we are kind and compassionate -- that we're doing enough. The
rest, the fact that millions of animals are systematically being killed,
eaten, hunted and treated like objects doesn't affect us in our daily lives:
we don't see it so we ignore it.

I heard a good phrase recently: What's popular isn't always right, what's
right isn't always popular but if people don't stand up for important issues
they're not good for much! Gandhi said the way to measure the civilization
of a culture is by how it treats its most fragile creatures. We are not
doing so well on that scale and it starts with us. This point is especially
true for us as Buddhists. We don't have the luxury of a divine God who is
going to take care of everything, solve all the world's problems if we all
just pray hard enough. We have to take care of the small and weak beings or
it won't get done. Buddhism was started by one man, one man changed the
world.

I think it's harder for humans to attain enlightenment, not easier. We've
broken the cycle of life and tried to make it linear. We've taken the
segments and tried to keep them separate, we've compartmentalized them. We
tell children that babies are brought by the stork. When people die we dress
them up and put them in a box, we make death nice and neat. We've filled
these segments we call life, with illusion and we label them. I get fruit
with labels on it like this apple, telling me what it is. Labeling fruit,
it's absurd. We need to get rid of the segments and see life, as Alan Watts
calls it, as the "ecstactic play of the universe" always unfolding.

Thich Nhat Hanh reveres rocks, nothing is below his respect. Thich Nhat Hanh
sees that we are inextricably linked with rocks, we need minerals in our
bodies to survive. This is not an abstract thought, this is reality. It's
important to see things as they really are, not as we choose to believe they
are. How? When you see a sparrow, be open to the concept that this is a
perfect being regardless of what you think you know about it. Buddha said
not to take anything on faith, to see for ourselves through direct
experience. Have some direct experiences of your own and then decide.

Compassion: How do we do it?


We naturally tend to take care of those like us. When hurricane or flood
victims are helped they are usually helped by people in other areas, who are
like them, who also have homes and families, they could lose, who identify
with the victims. Having compassion, having an open heart is a fundamental
tenet of Buddhism and generally, when we don't identify, we don't have
compassion. The challenge in Buddhism is to have compassion even when you
don't identify.

Having an open heart doesn't mean just towards those close to you, it means
towards those people or other sentient beings you normally choose to ignore.
As Thich Nhat Hanh says in the case of the young Vietnamese girl who was
raped, it's easy to have compassion for the innocent girl, it's harder to
have compassion for the rapist and that's what we need to work on. TNH says
we would have done the same thing if we'd had his history, his parents, his
upbringing, his anger and pain. So that's what we have to connect with. Last
week, you may have seen it on the news, there was a twelve-year-old boy lost
in the San Bernardino mountains. He'd gone hiking and got separated from his
father and brother. Hundreds of people turned out to find him, people
tracked with flashlights all night, search and rescue teams combed the
mountains on foot, with helicopters. People stayed out all night lining up
their cars with their headlights on so he might see the light. I couldn't
help but wonder: if it was a homeless person who was lost if they would all
have come out to save him? We have lost people, so many homeless people are
lost right here in the city. Nobody cares.

It may be easy to have an open heart for Alex, the gray parrot, when you see
him, harder to have one for the bird that poops on your newly washed car (as
one did with mine a few weeks ago across the street here, I just smiled, I
was parked under his tree) or the seagulls who can be annoying at the beach.
Keep in mind with the seagulls that the beach is their home, you're just
visiting. You'd be annoying too if you were hungry and people were eating in
front of you in your living room and didn't offer you any food. And
generally, you wouldn't go to someone's home with food to eat and not bring
them anything. That would be very impolite. But we do it all the time to
the seagulls, we never think of them. By the way, seagulls have humongous
Striatal areas in their brains and are just as smart as parrots.

One of the meditations the Buddha is said to have practiced to gain
enlightenment is the meditation on Loving Kindness towards all beings: he
practiced opening his heart. The Dalai Lama said recently said in a talk at
UCLA "we must speak to every one, to every stranger as if they were our
friend. We must appreciate all living beings this way, even animals." When
was the last time you spoke to a bird? I do it all the time and they stop
and listen to me, sometimes they talk back.

The Dalai Lama also said "in order to take care of our own interests, we
must take care of others." He was using skillful means. He knows it's hard
for humans to do anything unless there is an incentive for them to do it. So
he was stressing that if we want our own interests and happiness to be
realized, we must take care of the world. We have a global responsibility.
He said when there are problems across the world, in the oceans in Japan, we
end up with them here in the U.S. The stock market in Asia directly affects
the stock market here. The weather and ecology in Asia will directly affect
the ecology and weather here. He's right: On the news for the last week the
weatherman has been talking about our weather as being affected by the
monsoons. Monsoons? I thought Monsoonal weather was in India, or somewhere
over there, not here. But it's here now. It's affecting our temperatures
right here in LA. This planet is not that big and we, with our big brains,
become more responsible because of the fact that we can think intelligently
and because of the amount of damage that we do.

Alan Watts said, "We have to come to terms with nature by wooing her rather
than fighting her, and instead of holding nature at a distance through our
objectivity as if she were an enemy, realize rather that she is to be known
by her embrace." Blake said, "Everything that lives is holy."

Right now is the middle of summer training all over the world in Buddhist
monastic communities and it coincides with the rainy season in India. It is
a time for more intensive practice, mindfulness and awareness, but it can
also be for a time for lay Buddhists to look more closely at their actions,
to be more mindful and aware. The Buddha directed his monks to stay indoors
during the rainy season, not because he was concerned about them getting
wet, but because the rains generated life and forced many insects and small
animals out of hiding and on walking paths.

It must have been a big inconvenience and hardship to keep hundreds and
hundreds of monks indoors for three solid months. It also must have
inconvenienced many of the lay people they ministered to who couldn't come
to the temple for one reason or another. The Buddha used skillful means to
save the insects and make his point by having the monks stay indoors,
ostensibly for intensifying their practice. I think it was really to protect
all the small creatures since the Buddha, being all seeing and knowing, and
with a fully opened heart, must have been mortified by the idea of the
millions of innocent lives that would have been taken. I think he had to
give an incentive to his monks, that they would be strengthening their
practice (and thereby expediting their enlightenment) to keep them indoors.
Otherwise, surely many of them would have ventured out. He couldn't control
the population at large but those who he could control he did. And Summer
Training is still saving the lives of millions of small creatures every
year and has for 2700 rainy seasons.

But why didn't the Buddha do more? Why didn't he tell anyone who would
listen not to kill or eat animals of any kind? We must remember that the
Buddha was preaching to a largely hungry society who didn't have a lot of
choices about what to eat, that had a caste system which kept large segments
of the society in poverty (and still does). And, the Brahmins, the wealthy
ruling class who held the religious traditions, had rituals of killing
animals which they saw as a spiritual tool. If I were speaking now in a
poverty stricken African or South American village I would not be giving
this talk. It is apparent that to me that the Buddha spoke to his listeners
with information they could incorporate. Buddha had a hard enough time
letting women into the Sangha, and wouldn't have done so if he hadn't been
pressured to, even though he said that women could attain enlightenment as
easily as men. He surely figured that if the men were enlightened, with
their new wisdom everyone and everything else would naturally follow.

Today, we have supermarkets overflowing with food available 'round the
clock, but if you suggest, as Oprah did a couple of years ago, that it isn't
good to eat meat, you get a reaction just like you would have had 2700 years
ago in India: The powerful meat industry goes crazy and there is a huge
backlash from the public.

Depraved Indifference

If you say, "well I don't go out and kill anything intentionally and the
meat is already packaged and in the supermarket," that is just denial. Not
doing, not taking action to stop killing, is the same as promoting it. Look
at Gandhi, he revolutionized a country with non-action. If you see someone
being killed and do nothing to stop it, in legal terms, that is called
depraved indifference. We act with depraved indifference every day.

That we eat animals when we don't need to shows our depraved indifference to
their right to live. We could eat humans, there are plenty to go around and
from what I've read they taste just fine. But we see other humans as the
same as us. We see animals as something separate and lesser.

Sara Lane, the woman who introduced me to IBMC more than a decade ago, told
me, even though I protested, that I was in favor of capital punishment if I
wasn't doing anything to stop it. She said I should take responsibility for
pulling the switch because by not taking any action against it I am also
killing that death row inmate. She said "it's your hand on the switch right
next to the executioner's" I couldn't see that then, but I do now. She was
right. There are millions of deaths we all cause daily.

When we talk in Buddhism about eliminating dukka, or suffering, it is not
just our dukka, but the dukka of all living beings. I'm not talking about
the Bodhisattva vows. What I'm referring to is that If we understand that we
are inextricably linked to everything else then we have to realize their
suffering is ours. And, just as when African Americans in this country were
not free, none of us were on a number of levels, it is just as true that if
we persecute animals, we are not free. The human genome project has also
found out that no gene operates in isolation all genes are dependent on
other genes. The First Precept

The first precept in Buddhist vows is not to take life and as the first
precept, it is the most important one to practice. Thich Nhat Hanh, whose
order practices Engaged Buddhism, interprets it as follows: “Aware of the
suffering caused by the destruction of life, I vow to cultivate compassion
and learn ways to protect the lives of people, animals and plants. I am
determined not to kill, not to let others kill, and not to condone any act
of killing in the world, in my thinking and in my way of life. “

I think none of us are living this precept truly. The question is are we
really trying? It's not spiritually enlightened not to murder when you know
you can be put in jail and lose your freedom. The issue is when it's not so
obvious, like caring about animals lives when your society condones killing
them. That's where the spiritual growth is. I found out recently that a
local pet shop is selling baby turkeys so you can feed them and raise them
and then kill them for your Thanksgiving dinner. I have been thinking about
buying all the baby turkeys and setting them free.

Buddhism is about personal responsibility. We don't have a divine deity that
will intervene if we pray hard enough, and we can't say "it was the insect's
karma" if they got stepped on. That is an excuse not to be responsible for
our own actions. What we always need to do is look at our part in it. No
one makes you enlightened, it is up to you. It is your choice. Don't be
small-minded.

I decided to stop eating meat when I realized that anything that can look me
in the eye, has a brain, has feelings, and is entitled to have a life. But I
then realized it wasn't them looking me in the eye, it was me looking them
in the eye and seeing a being in there that is just like me. I would
suggest that the next time you want a steak or a hamburger, don't go to
MacDonald's or the supermarket or a restaurant, go find a cow. Take a good
look at it. Look in its eyes, mindfully. Have a direct experience of its
humanity and then see if you can kill and eat it. A friend told me she'd
met someone the other day that was raised on a cattle farm and was
responsible for raising the baby animals until they were old enough and then
taking them to the slaughter. He got to know them personally, as Dr.
Baptista said. He asked to go live with his uncle who was a crop farmer
because he couldn't sleep at night. It was not something he got used to. It
was morally reprehensible to him, to his heart. He's a vegetarian now. I
also recently heard a woman say that she was raised on a farm and at 13 she
accidentally walked in and saw a cow's head cut off it's body and still
hasn't recovered from that trauma. She's 45 now.

I didn't come up with all this myself. I am living with a Bodhisattva, my
parrot, Mango. He has been systematically, and very con-scientiously,
educating me over the six years we've been together. When other people are
around he mostly just does the normal, cute, bird stuff, but as soon as they
leave he says "okay enough fooling around, let's get back to work on wising
you up." College degree and all, I'm just a dummy to him.

In a recent Sopranos episode Carmela went to see a psychiatrist for her
anxiety about Tony's lifestyle. The shrink told her while she didn't commit
the crimes herself, she was benefiting from their result. She had nice
clothes, good food, big diamonds on her fingers. Where did she think it came
from? She said she never thought about it that way. He said, well now you
can no longer say you didn't know. You can live in denial & do nothing, but
you can't say you didn't know.

Most of us now know how serious and extensive the damage is that we've done,
to the ecology and to the other sentient beings we live with on this earth.
We have behaved like bullies picking on beings smaller than us. And it is a
powerful form of denial that allows us to not see the natural value of
animals and insect life.

The opening line of the Tao Te Ching is, “The Tao that can be told is not
the eternal Tao,” which can also be translated that it's not enough to talk
the talk, you need to walk the walk. Just giving lip service to Buddhist
principles is not living them. In the Dammapada the Buddha said "The
greatest impurity is ignorance. Free yourself from it." Alan Watts calls it
"Ignore-ance". That we choose to ignore what we know to be right, that we
choose to live in denial.

And this takes us further from enlightenment, not closer. In Buddhism, ignorance is
not bliss - it is the cause of suffering, ours and everything else’s. But
ignorance is the one thing we can conquer. We may not be guaranteed
enlightenment in this lifetime (though I think it's possible) but we can
live with an open heart and a willingness to break the narrow-minded
constraints and conditioning of our own cultural and species biases. The
real world is waiting to be experienced for what it is.

In 12 Step programs, which also propose a spiritual awakening, they say
"Progress, not perfection." In Buddhism we say progress towards perfection.
In Buddhism no one can make someone enlightened; we need to make the right
choices, we need to do it ourselves. We must ask ourselves, "Do we want to
live in an enlightened way?" In 12 Step programs they say "Act as if"
until you want to do something. "Act as if" you are enlightened and you will
be.

When we can extend our understanding, be open minded to accept other
creatures as equal to us, not less than, based on our imposed biases then
we're getting somewhere spiritually.

Krishnamurti said "Enlightenment is now or never." And from the movie the
Matrix "Only you can free your mind."

Letter from a Prisoner

Today a friend of mine, Timothy Lumpkin, was stabbed to death. He was an
inmate that didn’t have a lot of time left on his sentence. He was never
given the chance to become rehabilitated and to become free and to see and
love his family. When is enough enough? I wonder: Will I live to see my
family again?” The daily stress that inmates are put through are numberless.
Not only do we as inmates have to wonder if we are going to live tomorrow,
or are we going to die of sickness, or is an inmate going to make a shank
and kill one of us.

These politicians tell the community, “We are going to add more programs and
things to help inmates better themselves.” Is this happening? Not by far,
prison programs are not real programs. They are a fluke to draw funding.
They are put there as something to just make it look good on paper.I see
officers day in and day out abusing inmates, day in and day out, I see
inmates abusing each other. The prison that I’m at is the prison that
executes. They have deathrow here. Outta all actuality we are on deathrow,
period!

Why won’t people that are free demand these prisons be investigated for
neglect and abuse and poverty. Enough is enough.

Just think, people complain about traffic every day. What is that compared
to wondering if you are going to live or die? I’m a Buddhist inmate and ask
for all brothers and sisters of the Buddhist community to come together and
to help all inmates that we can; I’m learning the Dharma under my wonderful
teacher, Ven. Karuna Dharma, but I try to reach all of my fellow inmates by
the little I learn every day. It’s a hard task, that’s why I need your help.
There are only two Buddhist gatherings here at this prison a year. Most of
Kentucky’s prisons are totally in the dark on Buddhism. Can you help us? The
time is now. Inmates need something to help them. Why can’t it be Buddhism.
I ask for us all to reach out and show love to everybody. I ask that you all
remember Timothy Lumpkin as a seed that was starting to flower on the path
to enlightenment.

May the Buddhas bless you all.

Derek Newkirk,
Eddyville, KY